The Story You Tell Yourself
We all have a voice inside our heads. Sometimes, this voice is a kind friend. It cheers us on. It says, "You can do this!" Other times, this voice is a critic. It whispers things like, "You are not good enough," "You will fail," or "You do not deserve happiness." This voice is a big part of your inner story.
Your inner story is the collection of all the beliefs and ideas you have about yourself. It is like a book written from your past experiences—especially the painful ones, your fears, and what people told you when you were young. This story becomes the lens through which you see everything. It affects your choices, your relationships, and how you feel every single day.
Healing this inner story is not about pretending your past did not happen. It is not about erasing your memories. It is about understanding them. It is about learning from them. It is about slowly, gently, changing that inner voice from a critic into a kind and supportive friend. This journey of healing is, without a doubt, the most important work you can ever do. It is the direct path to becoming the best version of yourself.
But what is the best version of you? Let us be very clear. The best version is not a perfect person who never makes mistakes. It is not about having a lot of money or being famous. The best version of you is the you that is more peaceful, more joyful, more confident, and more true to who you really are deep inside. It is the you that is no longer held back by old pain and fear.
This blog is a guide for your journey. We will use a simple, personal story so you can see how this healing works in a real life. We will give you a practical tip you can use today to start feeling better. And we will offer a small question for you to think about, to help you begin the beautiful work of healing your own inner story and stepping into your best version.
My Story: The Lost Child and the Journey Back Home
For most of my life, when I looked in the mirror, I did not see a strong, capable adult. I saw a reflection of a lonely, hurting, and unlovable child. This was my inner story. It was a story of sadness, disconnection, and a deep belief that something was fundamentally wrong with me.
I carried a heavy, invisible backpack everywhere I went. In this backpack, I had packed all the painful memories from my childhood: the times I felt ignored, the words that hurt me, the feeling of not belonging. My inner story was my truth. It said, "You must be perfect to be loved," and "Your needs are a burden to others." Because of this story, I struggled in my relationships. I was afraid of being truly seen, because I thought if people saw the real me, they would leave. I worked very hard, but it was never from a place of joy; it was from a place of fear—fear of not being good enough.
I tried everything to feel better. I read many self-help books. I set big goals. I tried to "think positive." But real, lasting change felt impossible. I would feel better for a few days, and then one small problem would send me right back into that old, familiar feeling of being that sad child. It was like putting a clean, new bandage on a deep wound that had never been cleaned. The wound underneath was still infected.
The real turning point, the true beginning of my healing, came when I stopped trying to "fix" myself and started to learn how to listen to myself. I learned about the concept of the "inner child." This is not a literal child inside you. It is a idea to describe the emotional part of you that learned how to feel and react when you were very young. For me, my inner child was the original version of me—the one who knew how to laugh freely and trust openly, but who had been buried to protect herself from pain.
I started to talk to this part of me. It felt strange at first. I would sit quietly and imagine that little girl was with me. When I felt a wave of sadness for no reason, instead of ignoring it, I would say, "I feel sad. I wonder if the little one inside is feeling sad right now." When I made a mistake and my inner critic screamed, "You are so stupid!", I would try to interrupt. I would say, "It's okay. We all make mistakes. You are still learning."
This was the first, most powerful step in healing my inner story. It was not about rehashing every bad memory in detail. It was about rebuilding a loving, caring relationship with myself. It was about becoming the loving parent to myself that I needed.
One day, I was feeling very stressed about a work project. The old feeling of "I'm not good enough" was very strong. Instead of working harder out of panic, I stopped. I put my hand on my heart and I said to my inner child, "I know you are scared. I know you are afraid we will fail and everyone will be disappointed. But I am here with you now. We are an adult. We can handle this. You are safe." The feeling of panic did not disappear instantly, but it lost its power. I felt a deep sense of calm. I had soothed the wounded part of my inner story.
This process of healing is ongoing. But it has allowed me to finally start becoming the best version of myself. I am now a woman who can look in the mirror and feel kindness for the person she sees. I set boundaries without guilt. I rest without feeling lazy. I am building a life that feels good on the inside, not just one that looks good on the outside. This is the power of healing your inner story.
Understanding Your Inner Story and Your Best Self
To walk this path, it is important to understand these ideas clearly. Let us break them down.
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Your Inner Story: This is the running narrative you carry about who you are. It is made from your core memories, your beliefs, and your past hurts. Think of it as the software that runs your life. If your inner story is "I am unlovable," you will either avoid relationships or cling to them in unhealthy ways. If your inner story is "The world is not safe," you will live in a state of constant anxiety. Healing your inner story means gently questioning these old beliefs. Is it absolutely, 100% true that you are unlovable? Or were you made to feel that way by someone who was also hurt? Healing means gathering new evidence for a new story and rewriting the old one with compassion and truth.
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Your Best Version: This is your potential. It is the most authentic, aligned, and whole expression of who you are. The best version of you is not a distant goal you reach one day and then stop. It is a direction. It is about your daily habits, your choices, and how you talk to yourself. It is about living a life that matches your true values. For example, if you value peace, your best version is the you that chooses to walk away from unnecessary arguments. If you value health, your best version is the you that chooses to eat a healthy meal and go for a walk. It is built one small, loving choice at a time.
The connection between these two ideas is simple and powerful: you cannot consistently live as the best version of yourself if you are being held back by an inner story that says you are not good enough, smart enough, or worthy enough. Healing the first makes achieving the second not only possible, but natural. When you heal the wounds of your past, you unlock the energy and confidence needed to build a better future. This journey of healing your inner story is the foundation for becoming your best version.
The Top Advice Online: A Comparison to Guide Your Healing
When you search on Google for "how to become your best self," you will find many, many articles. They often give good advice, but they usually only tell you what to do. They rarely explain how to do it, especially when your own mind is working against you. The table below compares this common advice with the deeper approach of healing your inner story. This deeper approach is the real key to making lasting change.
| Common Online Advice (The "What") | Deeper Approach via Inner Story Healing (The "How") | Why the Deeper Approach Works Better |
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| Set SMART Goals (Specific, Measurable, Achievable, Relevant, Time-bound). | First, understand what's blocking you. Use reflection to find the hidden fears and beliefs (your inner story) that sabotage your goals before you even start. | You can set a perfect goal to "get a promotion in 6 months," but if your inner story whispers "you're not smart enough," you will unconsciously sabotage your own work. Healing that story by building self-confidence removes the internal block, making your goal achievable. |
| Develop a Growth Mindset (Believing you can learn and grow). | Practice self-compassion when you fail. A growth mindset is much easier when your inner story is kind and encourages you, not criticizes you. | If you fail at a task and your inner story immediately calls you a "failure," you will want to give up. But if you have done the work of healing, your inner voice might say, "This didn't work out. What can we learn from this?" This kind inner story helps you try again. |
| Create Healthy Habits (Exercise, eat well, meditate). | Heal the emotional wounds that lead to bad habits. Many unhealthy habits (like overeating, scrolling too much) are ways to cope with pain from an unhealed inner story. | Telling someone with a painful inner story to "just meditate" is hard. They are using junk food or social media to numb their pain. Healing the root cause of your stress or sadness means you will not feel the need to use those unhealthy coping mechanisms as much. The healthy habits then become easier to adopt. |
| Practice Positive Affirmations (Repeating positive statements). | Listen to and validate your negative feelings first. Forcing positive thoughts on top of negative ones does not work. First, acknowledge the pain of your inner story. | If you feel like a failure and you say, "I am a huge success!" in the mirror, your mind will rebel. It feels like a lie. A deeper approach is to say, "I feel like a failure right now, and that's okay. This feeling comes from my old inner story. I am safe, and I am doing my best." This is healing. Then, you can use a kinder statement like, "I am growing and learning every day." |
This table shows us that skipping the step of healing your inner story is like building a house on a weak foundation. You can paint the walls and decorate the rooms (the external actions), but the first big storm (a problem, a failure, a criticism) can make the whole house shake. Healing your inner story is the work of strengthening your foundation. Then, all the other self-improvement advice can work much, much better.
Practice Tip 1: The "Letting Go" Meditation
Reading about healing is good, but doing is better. Here is a simple practice from the work of Dr. David Hawkins that you can try today. It helps you release the negative emotions that keep your painful inner story alive. This is a powerful tool for your healing toolkit.
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Find a Quiet Space: Sit comfortably in a chair or on the floor. Make sure you will not be disturbed for five to ten minutes.
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Identify the Feeling: Think of a current problem or worry. What emotion do you feel most strongly? Is it anger? Sadness? Fear? Shame? Boredom? Just name it. For example, "I feel fear."
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Feel It Fully: Close your eyes. Now, focus your attention on your body. Where do you feel this emotion? Does your chest feel tight? Is your stomach heavy? Do your shoulders feel tense? Do not try to push the feeling away. Do not judge it as "bad." Your only job is to allow yourself to feel it completely. It might feel intense, and that is okay. Research on emotions suggests that if you fully feel an emotion without fighting it, it will naturally peak and begin to lose its energy in about 60 to 90 seconds.
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Let It Go: Imagine the emotion as a wave in the ocean. You are not fighting the wave; you are simply floating and watching it rise, peak, and then fall back into the sea. As you feel the emotion, you can say quietly in your mind, "I let go of this fear," or "I release this need for control." You are not forcing it out; you are simply allowing it to leave.
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Breathe: When you feel the emotion subside a little, take three slow, deep breaths. Notice how your body feels now. Is the tightness in your chest a little softer? You do not need to feel perfectly happy. The goal is just a small shift, a little more space and lightness.
You may need to do this many, many times for the same type of feeling. That is perfectly normal and part of the process. This is the practical, day-to-day work of healing: releasing old emotional energy piece by piece to make space for the best version of you to emerge.
Practice Tip 2: Writing a New Story - A Letter to Your Past Self
This is a writing exercise that can create powerful shifts in your inner story. It helps you offer the compassion and understanding that you may have needed a long time ago.
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Get a pen and paper. Writing by hand feels more connected than typing.
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Think of a specific, painful memory from your past. It does not have to be the biggest trauma. Start with a smaller one. Remember how you felt. Were you scared? Embarrassed? Lonely?
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Now, write a letter to your younger self in that moment. Write from the perspective of the wise, kind, compassionate adult you are today. What does that younger version of you need to hear?
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Do they need to hear, "It's not your fault"?
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Do they need to hear, "You are so brave for getting through that"?
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Do they need to hear, "I am so proud of you"?
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Do they need to be told, "Your feelings are valid"?
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Do not censor yourself. Let the kindness flow onto the page. This act is a direct message of healing to your inner story.
When you are done, you can keep the letter, or you can even read it out loud to yourself. Many people find this to be one of the most profound steps in their healing journey, as it directly addresses the source of the painful inner story with love.
Practice Tip 3: The Body Scan - Feeling Your Story
Our inner story is not just in our minds; it lives in our bodies. Stress, fear, and old pain get stored as tension. This practice helps you connect with and release that physical tension, which is another form of healing.
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Lie down on your back in a comfortable place. Close your eyes.
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Take three deep breaths. Then, let your breathing return to normal.
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Bring your attention to the toes of your left foot. Just notice any sensations there—tingling, warmth, cold, nothing at all. Do not judge, just observe.
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Slowly move your attention up your left leg to your ankle, calf, knee, and thigh. Notice any areas of tightness or holding.
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Repeat this process with your right foot and leg.
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Continue moving your attention slowly through every part of your body: your hips, stomach, chest, back, fingers, arms, shoulders, neck, and head.
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When you find an area of tension, simply breathe into it. Imagine your breath going to that tight spot. As you breathe out, imagine the tension softening and releasing.
This 10-minute practice helps you get out of your thinking mind and into your feeling body. It reminds you that you are not just your thoughts; you are a whole person. Releasing body tension is a vital part of the healing process and supports you in becoming your best version.
Your Reflection Prompts
After trying any of the practice tips, ask yourself one of these questions. You can think about it quietly, talk about it with a trusted friend, or write your answers in a journal. This reflection solidifies the healing work.
Prompt 1 (After Letting Go Meditation):
"What is one old story about myself that I am ready to let go of? And what is one new, kind story I can start to tell instead?"
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Example of an old story to let go: "I am not smart enough for that promotion."
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Example of a new, kind story: "I am capable of learning and growing, and I can develop the skills I need."
Prompt 2 (After the Letter Writing):
"If my younger self could see my life today, what would they be most surprised or happy about? What strength in me now would give them hope?"
Prompt 3 (After the Body Scan):
"Where did I hold the most tension in my body today? What emotion might be connected to that physical feeling?"
This simple act of reflection starts the powerful process of rewriting your inner story. It builds a bridge between your old, painful inner story and the new, empowering one that will guide you to your best version.
Conclusion: Your Beautiful Journey to Your Best Self
Healing your inner story is a journey, not a destination. There will be good days where you feel light and free. And there will be hard days where the old story feels loud and true again. This is normal. The goal is not to never feel pain or doubt again. The goal is to build a loving and compassionate relationship with yourself no matter what you feel. The goal is to become a safe home for yourself.
This journey of healing is how you become the best version of yourself. It is how you move from being a character in a story that was written for you by your past, to becoming the author of your own life. You get to decide what happens next.
You are not broken. You are in the process of becoming. And with each small step you take to heal your inner story—each moment you pause to breathe, each kind word you say to yourself, each old emotion you allow yourself to feel and release—you come closer to the peaceful, joyful, and true best version of you that was always there, waiting to be found and embraced.
Start today. Be kind to yourself. Your healing matters, and your best version is waiting.
🌸 About Neeti Keswani
Neeti Keswani is the founder of Plush Ink and host of the Luxury Unplugged Podcast, where luxury meets spirituality. As an author, storyteller, and self-improvement coach, she helps conscious creators and professionals align with purpose, identity, and abundance through mindset transformation and emotional healing.
Her mission is to empower people to live with intention, authenticity, and joy — blending inner work with outer success.
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